coming full circle? No thankyou

"Nithya, what if it comes back? Cause they say life comes full circle"

I said this to myself, when I threw the envelope out. A guilty scribble saying how much I spent on "tea and cakes". And then I say to myself, "cause Nithya, life can be a straight line" and I liked my answer.

Take that, you circular life theorists.

What goes out, need not come back. Of course you may argue that it comes back "somehow", in a different form, cause energy is indestructible. Like the envelop will be eaten by the fox (yes, not cows. Out here, foxes feed on dustbin waste) and then the fox will digest it. Then it comes out as a part of the process of excretion - turn into manure. Then the soil will harbour new life and that life will give out oxygen. I will breathe in the oxygen. Yes, my envelope will come back - "in some form".

But what if I dont care about that form? In fact, that means im not haunted by the envelope any longer. I only worry, if the fox knows of the bill.

Here's the scoop, dear reader. *looks serious* Life maybe circular. But all you see is a straight line. Whats not visible is not meant to be seen. *Phew*